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As the world opens back up, our normal has to be different. Lives are depending on it

As the world opens back up, our normal has to be different. Lives are depending on it

I haven’t been sleeping.

Yesterday I laid in my bed for a long time, just looking at the wall. Unable to put my thoughts into words when Matt asked me if I was okay.

“No, I’m not okay” is what my entire body wanted to say, but I just shook my head and whispered, “yes.”

I don’t want to keep putting this depression on him. He’s right there fighting beside me, so I don’t need to then put my own sadness back on him.

People told me this is what was going to happen when I finally stepped out of my own privilege and woke up to what was really happening around me. I truly believe I’m going through the grieving process.

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